Nabbed this from

, gave it a name, and added the last item.
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People:
1. "What are you staring at? You act like you've never seen a transsexual before!"
2. (to all the ones who use male pronouns when they look at my face and then change to female ones when they see my chest) "Idiot! You had it right the first time!"
3. "Will you just respect my preferences for once? Is a little bit of respect too much to ask?"
4. "I'm lonely."
5. "I miss you."
6. "I feel like such a failure."
7. "Stop complimenting me on my looks! I'm hideous...."
8. "Why can't anyone just love me for who I really am instead of what they wish I could be?"
9. "I've lost my faith in humanity... in fact, I'm almost ashamed to say that I ever had any in the first place."
10. "You have no idea how much I wish that I could be the one to stand by your side... or maybe you do. I love you."
Nine things about myself:
1. I RP way too much lately... and no matter how much I do it, I still want more.
2. I'm way too addicted to Saiyuki. It's seriously becoming obsessive.
3. I get along with most people pretty easily.
4. Because red is my favorite color, everything I buy lately is red. My clothes, my laptop, I'd like to get a red digital camera, too.
5. I'm actually not an outgoing person at all. I'm friendly when I run across people, but most of the time I'm reclusive. My own family rarely even sees me downstairs. Ha ha.
6. Writing isn't just a hobby or a release for me, it's how I communicate with the world.
7. I get nervous when I'm being interviewed by a beautiful woman. I think to myself,
She's way out of my league, yep. Waaaay out of my league. Isn't that terrible? It's just... so stereotypically male, isn't it? I think I'm disappointed in myself. I was hoping that I wasn't so cliche.
8. I'm also too addicted to the Sims, I think... but that's only because I've made the Saiyuki characters on it.
9. I miss having a gaming console. Srsly. It sucks having to use my brother's, I can't be on it all the time!
Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Be yourself.
2. Be honest.
3. Please, respect me.
4. Respect yourself too. People with a lack of self respect are unbecoming.
5. I won't consider a person who doesn't value commitment.
6. Be strong... emotionally.
7. Be compassionate.
8. Love me.
Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. Saiyuki (this really should be all seven on the list, I think)
2. What the hell am I going to do about my current situation in life?
3. I really should write/draw/post journal entries/do creative things more often.
4. 'Job! Need one!' (copied directly from the person I stole the meme from, because I feel the same way)
5. The people I love. Where are they? How are they doing? Why can't I be closer to them?
6. I really am pathetic... and lonely, and depressed.
7. Eh, I'll get through it all somehow anyway.
Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Eat
2. Drink
3. Brush my teeth
4. Go for a walk
5. Lie awake in bed
6. Toss and turn
Five places I want to visit:
1. London, England
2. China (to see the great wall)
3. Tokyo, Japan (to meet a friend, if he's still living there)
4. Egypt (see the pyramids)
5. Hawaii
Four things I'm wearing right now:
1. Red ' Ford Mustang' shirt
2. Black sport pants with white trim
3. Socks
4. My watch
Three bands that I listen to often:
1. Breaking Benjamin
2. Bon Jovi
3. Toadies
Two things I want to do before I die:
1. Become a published author
2. Leave some sort of inheritance for my kids
One thing you believe in:
1. Time heals all wounds.